To Kyle Forester Reese Carlson... I pray I will see you again...

I cant feel your pain, I'm to far to touch.
But I can experiance my own sadness,
now a bit to much,
I knew you only though words and dreaming,
Never more than a silent thought,
But somehow I knew you, more than a stranger,
I loved you as a friend, as one being of identical heart.
Someone who I can never touch, but have touched just the same.

I cant save your from you self, from your demons or your dreams,
I cant take away your sorrow, or your pains and torments.
I can only send you my heart, packaged in a silent wish,
For you I would trade my very soul, if it was to save my friend.
I'd give you every ounce of happiness that I possess, if only to see you smile.
Even just once.

Please dont give up on me, dont just run from the things you hate,
Death is not the answer, but I fear I am to late...
If perhaps in your dreams, you see me and I cry.
Would that be enough to save you? Please dont die....
I've relied on you, so many times, to help me with my problems,
to dry my teary eyes, but now in the time when you needed me the most...
I was gone, some where to far, and you were left alone...

Please forgive me dear one, forgive my fatal error, But please,
come back, dont leave me hear, to face my fears alone, I love you friend,
dont go away, I need you. Dont you know?
....I love you Kyle...more than life... I love you... please dont go....